Sometimes to skip a day
I will drink until i get drunk
Or i will have pills to sleep
Today is just the same day
Cars bikes goes away.
People talk and people care a shits.
Someone’s love is a myth
Sometimes i cry but i didn’t feel sad
Sometimes i smiled but I didn’t feel anything.
i watched comedies to forced myself laugh
i watched Romance to feel pain
i watched thrill to feel a tension and fear
i will see old people’s to feel hurt.
And sometimes i watch and read to escape.
Emptiness.
Is a whole black room.
It’s big, because you can’t see em.